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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
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Thursday, December 08, 2005 5:15 AM
wah. i want to laugh till i faint arhs. i just realise that is not that i cannot blog. is just that i use the wrong account. wahaha. so sorry. lols. had a very bad day today. was having headache all the way till just now about 1plus in the morning. lols. perhaps because i slept too late yesterday, around 5plus in the morning. hahas. and worst, my electricity got cut off, that's why i woke up from my sleep as i was sweating like hell. haha. so all the data gone again. sobs. why is it that all my data must be gone de. hate it man! therefore after a day of suffering, and being angry with myself, i was fine after 1plus. and the stupid air-con keep dripping water. argh. spend about half an hour cleaning up a puddle of water which was under my bed, from the air-con. sigh. before that was watching television. wahahah. the variety very funny. lols. can't stop laughing. haha.

while watching television, was messaging someone. who is my **. YIPEE. you really scare me seh. lols. nevermind. thanks for your message which make me smile. next time you tired, then don't force yourself le. lols. go and sleep early. because you are a piggy. lols. i'm not a pig OK? lols. this few days you are like so busy, and i became bored. sigh. nevermind la. you must enjoy yourself alright? i will be fine de. this few days i will find something to do. haha. perhaps do some of homework bahs, if not i sure die arhs. lols. you take care arhs. i really want you to be happy. :) got anything can tell me de, if not you will be the one having you yu zheng arhs, not me. wahaha. i'm not cursing you wors. i very good de, no matter how busy i am, i will be here for you. miss you much.

i hope i'm not the one who hurt you. i didn't mean to lie to you. i gave you clues that i was around, i'm sure you notice the changes i made, but luckily you did not message me, if not i will not know what to do. sigh. i do not know how are you right now, but i want to know and i need to know. hm, i just want to say sorry. if you want to let go, let go now. before i change my mind again. i'm not a good person in my own relationship. that's why, things will end up this way.sometimes, the good that i want to do, i do not do it. but the bad things i hate to do, i did it instead.

this saturday going to have dinner withjoanne and joycelyn. lols. hope that it will be a successful one. going to talk a lot. lols. that's in the evening. lols. thanks for trying your best to make it. hahas. too bad mei need to go out with family, if not she can join us too. sigh. nevermind la. there's always a chance. perhaps one day we meet out to go do homework or what. lols. take care. never look back in the past. memories will be kept, but not always taken out to ponder over it. the future is more important, because from that day you receive the Lord, you are walking in His plan for you.

sigh. when is the day you can go out with me? sobs. i really want to go bang wall seh. ask you out also so difficult. sigh. perhaps i need to wait til my next life. haha. please tell me when you can make it before i go bonkas. sigh.

after this trip overseas, found out that YTWO changed a lot. there is no passion that i used to feel. i admit that i lost my committment, but i have not lose the passion for music. wonder if this band camp will help you guys gain back the passion and committment. especially the secondary1 members. i know some of you do not want to come for band camp. but too bad, it's compulsory. some of your may say that your do not know how to play the songs. i can say that, band camp is not only the time to chiong new songs, it is also the time to build up a strong foundation. it will be tiring, but at least, it will stretch your limits and your skills will improve. look forward to the band camp rather than showing reluctance in it. you will enjoy it instead. see you guys on 12dec, at 6.55am. in your half uniform. :) take care. please do not fall sick, though i'm already sick.. lols.

going to sleep now. nites everyone. :) and happy birthday to my daughter: MELAINE wish you all the best and take care. daddy is always here for you.